I’m Karina and I have a full of ambitions to make my dream come true,

Opening with the story of little me. I was born from amazing mom and dad in the world. No television after 6 pm and have to choose every decision and take the risk by myself are 1/10 rules that I’ve grew with. From that I was dreaming about: I must have my own television and choose every single stuff that I want without thinking about it before.

Move on from Karin junior’s dream, I entered elementary school. There, I was quite fame because I usually go forward in front of the class to answer my teacher’s question or do some presentation with my over-power system in my body. I don’t even able to controlled it, really. Even my mom told me, that I usually do my homework after school without take off my shoes. So, it means every day the floor got dirty cause my “homework”. So, my dream was: I want to have vacuum cleaner who able to clean the floor by himself.

Arrived in 5^th grade, I want to be a lecturer as my father cause I loved to teach my friends with my own way -over power system- also my teacher supported me to become a lecture until one day I was nicknamed SENA, as known as dosen Karina. To be honest, I feel little bit cringe right now, lol. So, as you can guess, I was dreaming to: become SENA.

I passed elementary school with flying colours and entered junior high school with my final exam score. And in this period, I found my exact dream. One day, my grandfather was sick cause lymph gland who has been exist for a long time. Yea, my grandfather didn’t tell me and my big family about that. I’ve been only looked for him once because he was hospitalized in the other city so it hard for me who still a student to see him. And in those “one day” I looked up for him, he was saying to me

“Come here, doctor”.

I was stuck, I want to cried, hard for me to step and come towards him. Because I know, it is time to him to say goodbye, by not seeing me become a doctor.

All I want is to make my little family happy, especially my grandfather because I know he was a good man. Even I couldn’t describe him, because all of things that he has done is all good. Died with syahadat, sleep for a long time with smile and shiny face, and close his eyes peacefully.

And from that moment, I know what I have supposed to be,

My parents never make a decision for my future, but I have to search my own decision and choose the right things that I can take the risk from that. And I know, I completely know what I have to study for, what I have to hard work for, what is my goal, how my future is. And my answer is : I want to be a doctor.

Like water flows in the peace river, become a doctor is also flow in my soul, set in my mind, and stuck in my heart. Big support from my family throw me to alien’s world. Yea, me and my sister usually called “Aliens” for those who just study-study-study like study is only things to do. And fact is, I’m the one of them.

I’d rather to stay 24 hours in my room, locked the door, and do all of the things there -study homework sleep- I rarely come over to the living room or step on to the environment outside, until I literally don’t know that there is Cambodia flowers -which is I loved them so much- in my home.

Until I realize, it’s not right.

It’s totally not right.

And I was awakened by my sister, she told me that I have to join some organization and do some vacation to set up back my mind. Well, I haven’t reason to not do that and it’s not negative things also, so I came in.

See the social-public activities make me know how cruel this world for human. Hungry kids, poor family, tramps are close to us. Hard to me to open my eyes, to see how they need us to help them.

I want

Become a rich-independent-young doctor who can help human outside the world with my own money, with my over-power system in my body, with my heart, with my strength, with all of the things that I can do. I just want to step this way.

Not much achievements that I’ve earned until today. Biology national science Olympiad rank 11 in junior high school, chemistry quark science Olympiad in senior high school (didn’t pass), twice won the 1^st place and once 2^nd place read a poem, also 1^st place to write a poem, pictures of the month at generation global, and also me and my friend are doing some essay competition. Not for be overproud, all of those things just to make me sure and give me some support to reach my dreams. Cause I know, you, who’s reading this blog have more a lot of achievement in your life, not only in academic, not only in talent, but in all of the things you can do is your achievements. You are more than that, trust me.

So, I believe in one thing, no one born fool, no one born stupid. Everyone has their own passion and their own talent. We can’t judge them if we just see with one side.

This is me and my dreams, I hope it come true, I also want your dream come true, I want we are together to make our dream flying to the top, see them decorate the sky, and feel them with peace.

Karina 2020,

See you soon, doctor.